Eggs. Seems to be a spin off of last weeks topic. But, of course the
saga of my co-worker being fired is still fresh.
Especially today as I over-heard the boss talking about it on the phone, specifically. Thanks for the reminder that I am not secure in this position.
Anyhoo, I have enough cramps as it is, and don't need to give my stomach anything else to be mad about.
Back to the eggs...mine isn't fertilized. Hopefully one will be maturing soon, as I am on official cycle #3! In a way I'm
actually glad to have made it to cycle #3 for several reasons:
1. I kind of like the idea of striking out a couple times before hitting a home run...more suspense. (At least right now that's how I feel...still in a normal time frame for
TTC)
2. My
SIL is (hopefully) going to have her first
IUI next month, and I would love for her to get pg before or at the same time as me, since she's been trying a bit longer than I have.
3. I'll get to have a drink for V-day and possibly my
Bday!
4. If I can't have a drink on my B-day, it's because I will have gotten a
BFP! What a fun prospect. Two years ago I bought myself a house for my
Bday, so it's only fitting;-)
5. I won't be considered a "drive-by" on GP and actually have people pulling for me there.
6. Barring me losing my job...Hubby will be able to get it at least one more FT semester in college before going PT. Meaning he'll graduate sooner,
yay!
7. I have longer to re-establish my post-marathon
exercise routine before getting pg, so I can have a healthy pregnancy. (My docs pro running before and during pregnancy!)
8. I can save up a
lil' more vacation time for Mat Leave.
9. I have more time to get the house where I would like it to be before baby comes.
10. More time to save more money!
That's me right now, glass half full kinda girl! I'm gonna need that glass at least half full too, to swallow my new supplement
regimen. I'm taking B6 this cycle, and am going to start
vitex as soon as it arrives in my mail box. I'm back on my
pre-conception tea kick as well, and continuing the green tea
sippin'. I think DH is starting to get a
lil' serious about the first T in
TTC too. Which is pretty
freakin' sweet. I felt like it was only me worrying about and coordinating everything, which for me gets overwhelming because I very much need him to be in this with me...he is my very
necessary teammate in all this. I would not want to do this without him. I know they can't be nearly as involved as the woman, but I just need him to be involved enough that I don't feel like I'm the only one who wants this.
Teeth. I started the process of getting my cracked
onlay replaced last week, and it's been a series of annoyances. The temp fell off on Saturday, and has not wanted to stay on since...I went in Monday to get that sucker nailed on, and it lasted, Oh about 6 hours. Anyway, I decided not to call them again because I'm sick of going in all the time...But, have resolved to make due with drug store goop to keep it on and call the DDS to see if they can just get me in sooner for the perm.
Anyway, I'm trying to stay optimistic about EVERYTHING, and not worry about the things that aren't really in my control. I'm very pleased to see that my charts easy to read, and that most things appear to be working correctly...minus the incredible shrinking cycle and somewhat
shortER LP length, I have no complaints. Except with these cramps.
It looks awesome! I'm so happy with the results. With the way our house is layed out, we don't have a lot of options. I just can't believe the difference.
